I've discovered many times that the best i can do ... while driving crazy ... is to simple leave that scene of life.
Disconnect from everything and everyone ... and stay alone.
So ... i was jumping into my car, listening music ... load ... and cut any connection and thought with what made me lose my minds.
Unfortunately ... it happened many, many times.
And ... that proves ... i am not really having any control on myself.
Or ... maybe even worst.
I am totally disconnected from my inner soul.
The lessons .... were repeated.
On ... and on ... and on.
I was just failing ... all those tests.
Into one point ... i was just losing the control on myself.
I was literally ... becoming crazy.
Acting crazy.
Speaking like a crazy person.
So …
Today ... i know how i function.
I really know myself well.
I've analysed for years ... my behaviour ... and ...
The moment .... when i drive crazy ... i try to convince myself ... to just leave ... cause i know that nothing good will follow.
I have clear statistics about myself.
I know ... all ...
But ...
Of course... i am not always succeeding that.
So ... i drive crazy ... and then the show starts.
Yes ... the show of a crazy idiot ... acting as the most weird human being ... on the stage of life.
I laugh of myself.
I laugh remembering ... how i've acted so funny, stupid, wrong, weird ... so, so many times.
But ... nothing changes.
Just nothing.
There are moments ... when i simply lose my minds ... and not having the power to leave that scene of life ... all suddenly explodes.
And ....
Well ... life becomes something similar with ... a hell.
Unfortunately ... all happens like that cause i don't really know anything at all about ... disconnection.
About its importance.
About ... its necessity.
I guess ... i am too stupid.
Not really knowing how to act in weird circumstances
and ... always failing the tests ...
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